Something is going on in my head. It’s weirding me out, how I’m not understanding things–or rather, just thinking too too much. I don’t know why this brain of mine is doing what it’s doing: making muddy something that’s clear. Maybe it’s just that, clear as mud! I just need some time to zoom out and process everything that’s led up to this point in time, to analyze what’s been and how I feel about that. (Excuse my expletives here. It’s more of a note to self)