No hello.  No goodbye.  Not even a “hey”.  Whatever happened to our lives?  What is God really trying to tell us, even while we behave like this?  Is God really being glorified by this?

Of all the things I’ve believed in,
I just want to get it over with.
Tears form behind my eyes, but I do not cry..
Counting the days that pass me by.

I’ve been searching deep down in my soul,
Words that I’m hearing are starting to get old.
Feels like I’m starting all over again..
The last 2 years were just pretend, and I said,

Goodbye to you..
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew.
You were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold on to.

I still get lost in your eyes,
And it seems that I can’t live a day without you.
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away..
To a place where I am blinded by the light, but it’s not right.

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time.
I want what’s yours and I want what’s mine,
I want you–but I’m not giving in this time!

Brethren, I do not regard myself as having laid hold of it yet; but one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.
-Philippians 3:13-14, NASB

Therefore if there is any encouragement in Christ, if there is any consolation of love, if there is any fellowship of the Spirit, if any affection and compassion, make my joy complete by being of the same mind, maintaining the same love, united in spirit, intent on one purpose.  Do nothing from selfishness or empty conceit, but with humility of mind regard one another as more important than yourselves; do not merely look out for your own personal interests, but also for the interests of others.
-Phillipians 2:1-4, NASB